Oh my how I love hypo days. I live for those days I tell ya. Bipolar is a curse and a blessing all in one. Dont know that I could live normal now after feeling so much with this disease. I dont think a normal persons emotions would be enough for me to be furfilled. Sounds stupid I know but I actually crave my highs I get in the sunny months. I just screwed them up this year by going off my meds. Stupid stupid me! I just love that feeling that nothing is bad and all is good and I can do it all and I litterally can do it all. Everything I want to accomplish i just make it happen. I enjoy my hypo times the crash is usually far from my mind at this time. Sure sucks when it hits though. Just hit me a couple days ago. Just realized yesterday that I do indeed need my medication.
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Crystal
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you have imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe become simple.
Bipolar 1
OCD
BPD
Anxiety with panic disorder
Agorophobia
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