Hi Vissa

you seemed to be in pain. but right now you have to be strong. of what i understood you don't want to live but being a human being you need to get your due respect and its only you who can make people understd what you are worth.
i was in a similar situation as you loved my in laws much more than my own but finally hen i realised even my own wasn't really mine. we are born alone our parents are guides to us only for sumtime but then all is in our hands.
everyone lives their life they wont live yours. you have to live it and make it worth living. following this trend u'll only end up hurting urself more.
human beings are selfish you can't denythat and by being rude to you they are only taking their part out of it u r like the punching ball..
you have to have the guts to voice out your opinions stand straight and say no enough is enough. you love them but there shouldn't be abuse of your love and only taking from you without giving in return.
if they really care for u they should respect that decision of yours that you deserve respect from them. talk your heart out to your hubby he should know what is your mental state and the rest in laws just ignore. your couple is what matters most if this doesnt stand then in laws what will you do with them.
be brave and stand up for your rights. take care of yourself.
if you want to get out you have to do it..else same misery will continue.
keep posting you'll get full support and strenght from here.