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Originally Posted by ChristySpirals
Honestly I couldn't even tell you what was going thru my head. Time concept has flown out the window. The only reason I know this was day 5 was because I checked my journal thingy. I know before I stopped I was feeling really good and was thinking then that I didn't need meds anymore. 2 weeks ago I can tell on my mood tracker that I was high so it was prob cuz of that. Sorry im a little confused myself. Life just kicked my butt this past two weeks is all I know and I'm tired now. Booo
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I hear ya. I just did the same thing and i am kicking myself in the ***. I thought I was cured. I wrote it on my calendar the day I quit taking them. Its was three weeks and then I was back to depression. I feel like a flipping idiot because I told everyone I was fine without my meds. Now here i go popping the pills again. I hate it but i have to. I wish I were normal but the only time I am is when I take the pills. I get so good that i just know Im not sick and start to question why I am taking pills. Duh.... because they are working!!!
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