For nearly all of the month of June I have been so depressed and down in the dumps. Had very low self-esteem, thoughts of self-harming and suicide. Then, all of a sudden, this past week I have feeling pretty good about myself like nothing bad ever happened to me. It's like a switch flipped in my brain or something. Wish I could understand why this always happens to me. Right now, I'm just worried that this positive attitude I have right now is going to be short-lived and I'll end up getting down on myself again. I guess I'll just enjoy this feeling for now, as it doesn't happen very often.