(((((((fayerody and bill)))))))))))) gentle gentle bear hugs to help you through this difficult time. My thoughts and prayers will be with you throughout this. Please let us know how things are going if you can.
PS... it is alright to cry, pain is pain and sometimes tears can help to wash away some ot the scariest things. Please take care, give Bill the love you have for him and know that you have many friends here praying for the both of you.
Linda