that's how i've felt about my past T's, i've respected and liked them. i prefer it that way. sometimes i think my intense feelings for my T get in the way of me doing good therapeutic work because i'm too concerned with whether he will still like me if i say xyz. plus it makes it so much more difficult that he's moving to a new placement.

i do wonder what the difference is. why did i just like my old t's but i adore this one? is it just as simple as human chemistry, some people you connect with better than others or is it to do with the time in my life that this relationship happened?