Yeah dont beat yourself up, try to learn a lesson to be a little more mindful next time you get hypo. Of course everything we do as adults is our own fault but there is times when we are simply sick and things happen that our normal persons wouldnt do. Such as, i had a manic episode and went off and had an affair. I believed God sent this guy to me to understand me and my illness and addiction. Anyways as you know I what goes up does come down. I beat myself up for this for the longest time but to be honest if I werent manic this never would have happened. Yes I may have been attracted but I would not have been so impulsive and reactive to him. Having impaired judgement when your manic does kind of give you a break so try not to beat yourself up.