I know how you feel. It would be so nice if we could just speed up the recovery process at times. Sitting and waiting just adds to the depression, at least for me. I can only speak from personal experience but what has worked for me is, unfortunately, riding it out and being patient as far as treatment goes.

I wish you luck with your anti-depressant trial just try to be as patient as possible. Believe me, I know how annoying it can be to wait and wait for a new med to only potentially work for you. I've been down in the depths for quite some time now and it doesn't seem like anything will work for the depression side of my bipolar.

Anyway, I wish you a much more speedy recovery than myself.