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Originally Posted by Moose72
The suicidal episodes are bad but I'd say the worst thing is that I can't get my life together. I can't finish any degree or get accepted at least. I can't get or keep a job. My last job i was a great employee until I had an episode at work and they sent me home. The saddest of all is I can't support myself or my kids even though I try everyday to make their childhoods happy and memorable.
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Moose, you know that you're a good parent. Happiness isn't all about money. You really love your kids and it's awesome that you are doing whatever you can to give them happy memorable childhoods.
I grew up really poor. My mom couldn't find a full time job due to being "over educated" and then on top of that she had cancer and was sick a lot, so her treatments took tons of our money. Anyway, I have really great and happy memories of my mom teaching me about art and history and telling me stories. My childhood would not have had much happiness without that. So, don't be hard on yourself.
