hi, cheer. is there a guidance counselor at school who you can talk to? if so, i think you should approach them and ask for time to talk about things like your relationship with your family.

i am glad to hear that you get good grades and are taking college classes while in high school. if you are drinking alcohol and can't stop that is a BIG problem and another reason to seek help from a guidance counselor. you did not indicate if you are smoking cigarettes or weed or both. though cigarettes are not healthy, i am not going to criticize you for it. but weed, like alcohol, it not good at all considering your emotional state. please try to make new friends who abstain from alcohol and weed and try to find healthier hobbies like sports or bike riding or playing a musical instrument.

i don't believe that trying sex with your boyfriend makes you a "*****." are your parents overly strict or religious or conservative? is your parents' divorce an angry and bitter one? i am sorry to hear that your father is so cold and critical of you and do not support his actions.

you are at a time in your life when you should be focusing on finding yourself, selecting a college and a college major. even if no one helps you, please do these things on your own to the best of your ability. don't let the foolish behavior of others spoil your life. hang in there as best as you can and please find someone who you can talk to.