Sooo--------

At my work place.. there has been rumors.. I told the one that was the source of the rumor (which has good resources), that I will believe it when I see it..
The sad part is about a week ago he tried to talk to me about our supervisor and I actually started to have a rather bad headache and I had to stop talking to him.

At least right now with work, with so many seeing what I see, it in away does make me feel better--- meaning, I am not just triggered and blowing things out of total proportion (yes I will admit perhaps some things but not all of it)... I am not the only one that is at time outraged with the actions of the supervisor, and I am not the only one that sees their abusive tendencies...

It makes me feel better due to it does make feel like I am not so "crazy" and that "i just did not adjust right so I am projecting my past onto this woman that is similar to others in my past"..... due to others see it....

This last week I have for the most part been good with work--- Keeping the "I am awesome attitude and I at least try" with work especially. And that I know my job, and it has helped that so many co-workers have been like - "you are a good co-work Beauflow". Plus I think my troubles with my brother masked the work issues....

But idk-- as I told the source of the rumor, I will believe when it happens.

I did tell another co-worker today, that I do not wish the worst for our supervisor- I just wish she would get help.. It is pretty sad when I have 4 other co-workers that say they see the supervisor cycle like emotionally and behaviorally.. I wish them to get help over all-- weather the rumor is true or not.