Alex, I do NOT think that is what LUCE meant at all. Please do not feel hurt by that. That was a complicated response that you may not be able to dig at this time....no worries....therapy can help you sort that out..I hope you go...Ive lost most of my life to the lies and deceit of an abuser who stills hides in public...if only someone could expose her...Ive always thought no one would beleive me and i would be labeled crazy...and that drove me crazy...it seems the strong ones are tested the hardest, maybe your job isnt over, like I know mine isnt, I am just trying to find the strength to figure out what to do, I hope you can find the strength to find some way, however?! be creative!! to catch thhis guy and turn his ***** in. So many others will come forward that couldnt be as brave as you can. Think about it. You would be helping some many boys. Believe me you are not the only one. He has replaced you with someone else. I have no doubt. May all of Gods blessing be with you today and always. Facing Chains.