Doesn't sound so real too me. Find another T. I have said to my T many times that I am going to quit, she gently "holds"me to keep me there without telling me or making me and it's that being "held" there that I need so desperately. Her response to my depression is to care about it.

I only say this not in an "I got a better therapist that you". But in a way to perhaps give you hope that there is better of there, that what you are feeling can be cared about.