I guess the title says it all. I am so disgusted and worn down from trying to find a job that I can survive on. I have a solid resume', great references and every company I go to either downsizes, leaves town or goes out of business. I have wk'd for fortune 500 companies, family owned businesses, worked for pay well below what I have earned in the past to just stay afloat. I have tried temps, part-time, seasonal...anything. I can work any day, any time and still nothing. This has gone on for over a 1yr now and my credit that was perfect is now trashed. Bill collectors are hounding me, I have sold everything I own to pay bills. I have no unemployment and no back up from family or friends even to just say "things will get better". I'm sick of the depression, having to take meds just to keep me from knocking the crap outta someone out of pure frustation. I have been hanging onto my home (renting) by a thread. I just don't even feel like trying anymore, I'm worn down and disgusted at what my life has become.