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eskielover said:
I wonder if according to the article, I am allowing myself to react the way I am reacting. It seems like it just happens & so do the nightmares. I just can't stop some of the things from happening.....but "I am supposed to be stronger"????

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I certainly don't feel stronger. I have more knowledge from my past experiences. I also have enough paranoia to not do stupid naive stuff that gets me hurt again . . . hopefully.