My husband says I'm suffering from PTSD and continue too. I think maybe he's wrong. I think I am coping fairly well.

I was a flight attendant and was originally based in Boston. Those folks (crew) who died on 9/11 were my co-workers. I can tell you who had kids and what their hopes and dreams were. What they did in their spare time, etc. I think if you compare my situation with someone who has had a family member killed and the killer never caught. It takes a long time to get over that and you never completely recover. I no longer fly, I am happily married with a very supportive husband.

I am however having a terrible time with my grown daughter. She has all but broken my heart with her behavor to me. I know she has her own set of problems, but I can not stand the pain when she verbally attacks me. We have not spoke for 3 mths. Not mother's day, not Easter, zero communication.

I came to this site 'cause I couldn't find exactly the chat I was looking for... I am having a hard time dealing with this and now I'm on medication to keep me from crying at the drop of a hat. She has just simply broke my heart. I can't fix her, I can only fix me. I know that. But I don't know how to fix me.