Yes...I can relate:

How can you trust anyone else if you can't even trust your own mother?
Your own father?
Yourself?

How can you control your life, when for the longest time someone has been making you feel that having such was an impossibility?

How do you make peace when for the longest time you have been preparing for war?

How can you "move on" from a situation that was never resolved?

How can you accept a situation you never asked for?
How does that make you feel?

Are you right? Are you wrong?

Should I be mad?

Should I be the mature one in a world, seemingly, full of kids?

Should I sacrifice my emotional burden, in order to alleviate yours?

I ask myself these things every day. It makes me feel completely helplessness to know that the only one who can solve these problems, is the person I see in the mirror.

I don't have much advice, but hopefully some of these questions will let you know someone out there is feeling just the way you are.

Hope you feel better 9874