well, yes, at the point I said those things it was the end. it was done. I was too hurt and angry and depleted to filter it much. I can't say anything now. Contact is cut. He never responded anyway nor did I expect him to.

I might be willing to give it a chance if he wasn't talking to that girl. To me that breaks a bond and it makes me sick to my stomach what he can do and makes me feel all our love was a lie.

I don't think he ever cheated on me. But I also don't think he can be alone long enough to figure this stuff out.

I go back and forth between bipolar and immaturity. We have all had times in our lives where we had to grow up. Where we evolved and changed and it was painful. It's like he skipped those moments and has something to blame it on. I honestly thought he was better than this and feel the person I signed up for is totally different than the person I got to know.

I was afriad I may have depressed him or sent him down a hole. But when I saw he friended that girl I figured he must be handling this and will be okay, even if he hurts people int he process he probably isn't suicidal.

I had considered contacting his mom due to what seemed to be an escalation of fights, a panic attack, increased spending, etc.

Is that something I should consider? He lives close to his mom and I'm certain she knows his history better than I do. I decided against it after all but curious what you all think. This happened only a couple of days ago.

I deactivated my facebook account to avoid any further drama. I have no idea how he's doing and just imaginging having superficial fun with that other girl.