i don't know what to think anymore. im emotionally exhausted with remembering the past and coming to terms with it....
Tonight ive been rereading a crapload of PM's from like, two years ago and it brought up a lot of emotions And i was so angry and hurt all over again at first.
But then, all of it just.... Oozed out. Like I just didn't care as much. Like the emotions I felt are still with me yet gone....... I dunno, it sounds funky but it kinda makes me happy. Idk if it means im moving on/moved on, but I like it better then feeling the anger and being bitterness....
Sorry i didn't write much of anything, it just feels so... Calming maybe?
...Blue
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