Ya I know the feeling only have one freind right now. Used to have more. Expalined to one I thought was a true freind why I was the way I am he understood. Used to hang together all the time fishing and other stuff. Haven't heard from him or others in that circle. Many are still around don't call or return calls. True freind comes back too town never calls. Always been a bad judge of people. Have gotten used to being alone and doing everything myself. At this point don't care if they ever call, they're not even welcome in my home anymore.