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Originally Posted by Mom of Jr Sooner
If friends, family and your doctor are all encouraging you to take the medication, why wouldn't you? If you had cancer you would take treatment. This is no different. Just because you can't see something is wrong (like a broken bone) doesn't mean everything is okay.
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I do see something wrong. I'm destructive. I'm a bad influence on others. I have this negative aura around me that kicks out any good feeling out of any environment.
I was thinking for a long time either just shut up and take the pills to make everyone happy... or just **** everything and just suicide so they don't have to deal with me anymore.
I'm thinking who would I affect, not many really cause a lot of the people in my life are now "distant" from me. But it's the few people who are still in my life I'm concerned and thinking about.
Which one is easier for everyone else. Also myself too. Thanks for everyone's opinions. I'll keep them in mind.