I lost everything -- my career, my whole immediate family (within 9 months), every cent I had - twice, two homes, my dream, a cat and nearly my mind (2 breakdowns & a suicidal depression) -- over a 7 year period. But I'm still standing. If I can get through that, you can get through whatever you're facing.

Hang in there. Vent here when you need to. We DO understand. Been there, survived it.