I am losing patience with the human race. They embarrass me constantly. I used to live in utter fear of people and felt like I was constantly under scrutiny. Now I walk through the mall, or the grocery store, or talking to customers at work really any interaction. I feel like they are wandering through life, uneducated, and ill mannered. Lacking original thought, and they lie. People always lie to appear better off or to gain status of some sort. I don't understand it. I'm not saying all people are bad or ignorant, in fact I think there are some amazing people, but the majority concerns me. I'm the first to own up to who I am, and the things I've done... I have pulled some stuff in my life trust me. I just don't get it I don't know. I guess I'm just rambling. I also think everyone wakes up with motives, no matter big or small every conversation has motives good or bad. please don't get me wrong I do not feel above anyone at all. I spent most of my life feeling bellow ever one. I'm just truly concerned about this.
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