BDPpartner, this is getting out of control! Actually, it's been out of control for such a long time, I don't know how you do it! Next time he does something like that, I honestly think you should call the police. Don't tell him your doing it, just go into the other room for a minute, call them, and then return to trying to get to him. At the very least, when the police get there, you don't have to worry any more. And I figure if the police bring him to the hospital, I would imagine they'd make him stay longer than the time it takes to get a prescription. That isn't fair for him and definitely not fair for you. You don't deserve this. I'm really worried about the long term effects this relationship is having on you... I know you love him and care for him, but you deserve better. You deserve to feel safe and capable of going to sleep at night and not worrying what he's going to do while you're asleep. Please, please take care of yourself. Please call the cops next time he does this.