At least I thought I was emotionally spent and pretty much numb. My friend who I have know for 6 months had to move back home with her mom because she is a minor (17) and so she has to listen to her. She moved about 2 hours away I think. And she will be gone for at least a month. We hung out every day pretty much, so this is kind of a change for me...I'm trying to figure out how to deal. I thought I was numb but all I can feel is anxiety. What if she doesn't come back until she is 18 (3 months)...How am I supposed to make it that long without someone here with me who truly understands me...It's a lot of anxiety, and a whole bunch of other mixed emotions. And they don't slow down. I'm trying to control them, but I feel like I'm not doing such a good job at it. I used to have softball, but we lost our regional game last night, so our season is done. And she left the next day right after that...So I feel like I have nothing right now...Thanks for listening...I guess I just needed to get all my thoughts out...

JDA