Thank you to everyone for your support. Unfortunately i've called the police last time, they sent 2 cars as well as ambulance and first response car. But they still sent him home, with a pager number, a few sedatives and me to keep him safe i don't know what it would take for them to keep him in. I'm am physically safe tho, he turns his anger, hate, guilt and frustration on himself. I will definately try and talk to his doctor, don't know how much it will help tho. I just feel bad for wishing him hospitalised