I'm a survivor of child sexual abuse and SRA. I deal with DID, C-PTSD, panic disorder and depression.

I have alot of blanks in my memory. Especailly, 8 years old and younger. I was abused my my father, my uncle and grandparents. They were part of the sra abuse. I don't know much more details.

I just starting to heal and recover memories. When I was 10, my mom married my stepdad. He was very abusive and sadistic. My brother was physically and verbally abusive.

I dodn't know if I shred too much. Or if I'm doing this right. I just know, I don't have ppl here who understand. Friends, who deal with DID, SRA memories etc.

I'm working on making a strong support system.

Thanks for reading and take care.