I don't know what to do. I feel like I've lost myself. I just feel so worthless.

I don't know how to handle it all. I had so much hope for my future.
I was going to graduate high school, move to a different state (as far away from my family as possible), get my own place, go to college, become a nurse, and just find happiness. Now, all my plans, hopes, and wishes are dying away!
I'll be lucky if I can graduate high school, I don't have enough money to move out (which my mom wants me out of her house by next summer), no college is going to take my in with my grades, there's no way I'll ever be able to become a nurse (again, my grades in school), and I don't even know what happiness is anymore!!

I just feel like I've lost all hope for my future.

I really just need some one to talk to and maybe some hugs.
Yet all of my friends are acting like they don't care about me! It seems like everyone I know just wants to use me..........no one seems to care anymore......

I guess this is just my cry for help.............well before the darkness in my mind claims me again.......