Nice to meet you all, I am glad that I found this place before my other me stops me from doing so.

My name is Tony, and I am currently quite distressed about myself in many ways.


Some of these are:

1. Often getting irrational and unable to accept constructive criticism

2. Does not understand social cues and body languages

3. Negative perfectionist in that I'm not good at anything but is obssessed about being dominant.. This has been a serious trouble to me.

4. Feels like everyone is using me.

5. Unable to stand up to myself, too timid.

6. Uncomfortable talking to people

7. Have to think twice, three times if someone tells me to do somethings, and is obssessive of reason why I should do as told. (Often ends up being yelled)

8. So many thoughts at one time, happens quite often. Thoughts expand out of control.

9. Obssessed about how others think about me. Tries to please everyone.

10. Low self-esteem and confidence.

11. Unable to distinquish reality and fantasy sometimes.

12. Demands too much from myself as well as others = unstable friend network.

13. Adult ADHD. Forgets little things constantly, and frequently. Also have trouble remembering what I did short while ago, if I'm under pressure.

14. Unable to control stress and emotion.


Above all, I am extremely distressed and feels almost helpless about myself. Even my parents think that it is not serious, and others just think weird of me.

I'm wondering what kind of therapy, for how long, I should receive for my problems.

As long as I know if there is ANY WAY of improving myself and becoming better, I will set my goal to achieve that no matter what.

Repeating again, the most serious problem is that NO ONE near me thinks that it is a serious problem. Some people even laugh if I say about this.

Thank you all for reading my thread, and I'm glad that I found this place.

Or, and I scored 125 in my sanity score, and it told me that I had 9 serious concerns + mild concerns.