Hi twofaces...welcome to pc.

Sorry you are going thru so much, but I'm glad you've found us. Unfortunately, no one here can tell you what type of therapy you need or how long you need it. That is something different for each individual person. I think you probably could start by finding a therapist or counselor. Are you in school? Have you talked with a guidance counselor or school psychologist? Or maybe you can speak with your primary care doctor about these things.