I am going to kill myself eventually.. it's seemed like an inevitability for years already. So many things about just continuing life are too painful. I don't know when, i will distance myself from everyone currently around me before, so that they aren't hurt as badly... but i will kill myself eventually..
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Apathy breeds Ignorance;
Ignorance breeds Sanity.
“By lack of understanding they remained sane. They simply swallowed everything, and what they swallowed did them no harm, because it left no residue behind, just as a grain of corn will pass undigested through the body of a bird.”
― George Orwell, 1984
I care, so I understand;
but through my understanding- pain
Current Sanity Score:144
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