You are so right about people who do not understand, this past weekend was the worse, and today even though the weather is better, I am exhausted, and for the first time in a long time, I feel fed up, Was it because this past weekend I lanned ahead for the first time and wanted to be part of my church helping the community, food bank, etc., and litterly I could not drive, focus, pain was over the top, I do not take meds, but no one can tell me that there is a medicone out there I could have taken the last few days in order for me to function???? I am grateful to read that your daughters understand, I often wondered why my daughter does not take one moment to care about me does never check on me or ask me how i am??? She calls me to just vent, and before when I was working and doing well, she would always call and complain they could not pay there bills and of course I would send them money and bought all there furniture etc., now I can't I need and want to go back to somekind of job??? Ideas, Blessings and Prayers Lehigh Valley Pa is nice today,