I definitely am taking that helping hand, Hankster. My T is awesome and I can't even begin to imagine going through any of this without him to lean on. As long as he sticks with me, I'll be okay in the end.

Kris, that's what happened with my parents as well - punishment gone too far. And ever since I left T's office, I've been thinking, "maybe that isn't really what happened. Maybe I've inflated it in my mind over the years."

I want to take it all back and crawl into bed and not come out.