I'm not going to urge you to run out and tell her this.

Because I'm not going to run back to my "T" or coach or whatever. For me, disclosure is a kind of moving target...and I also deal with fear --of doctors, of some acquaintances, of lots of things.

Bringing everything up, all the time, in the face of transference and all manner of other things just isn't that realistic for me.

Sometimes the most I can do is to post here and keep returning here, let alone therapy.

And I don't think I'm alone in this.

So, if you don't feel like bringing this up, at this point, you at least have a little company here.