I've been holding this in for days now but it's all getting too much

I am evil people think I am evil, I can't go on like this, Feels like I am just existing I was not meant to be born not meant to be here, I was only put here to cause misery, I have no RL friends and I wonder why? Well I know it is because I am a miserable person, I try my best to be nice but it doesn't happen, People still see the evil in me and that is what I am.
I try and distract in the games section and I am not liked there, Who can blame them? They have all worked me out, I am evil.