if you caught my thread from last week...my T is on vacation with her family and this vacation has really bummed me out. All I keep thinking about is how much of a good time she is having with her WHOLE family. I can hear her laughing in my head. And it makes me sad. This is ridiculous. Where is this coming from. I feel so weird. She's gone on vacation before and its never fazed me. I never gave it 2 thoughts. Ive never given much thought to her kids either....ive never been jealous of them cause they have her for a mom and i dont. BUT....when briefly talking about her vacation and who all was going she shared that her sons new gf was going too. For whatever reason knowing that has sent me into a tailspin of jealousy. WTF? I dont know either of them. I know nothing about them besides his name. All I know is that im totally jealous of this girl. Why? Is it because T is not this girls mom either but she may get her as a mom if she marries her son? All I think about is T and her becoming super close and laughing and having a good time. Im so confused. Where is this coming from? I feel like such a creeper. This has totally thrown me for a loop. Ugh. What a crappy week.