I get this completely. I am so jealous of my T's family life I could throw a hissy fit. Seriously. A while back we were talking about music and how it affects emotions. He gave me a quick glimpse of something he had created on his computer. He had taken pictures from a family reunion last year (his kids are grown), and used a program to create a slide show effect with fades & stuff, and then set it all to music. Waaah!!!!! He cares so much about his family, and he's such a good daddy. And my family was so screwed up, and my dad was never there for me. Hell, It's just not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man, this just eats at me sometimes. The envy is soooo painful, the regret for what I missed .... I swear, I could just croak.

Just wanted to share this lovely stuff so you'll know you're not alone .........