thx bunny, have you talked to your T about this? Is he aware of it? If so, what does he say? I'm curious because I'm dreading having to say anything to T. I feel like I can tell her anything but when it comes to feelings/things about her and towards her I absolutely do not wanna go there. She always tells me she can handle whatever I throw at her feet but still... This is like way weird. And she always tells me she "looks forward to struggling days" and that she really likes me and I'm one of her favorites. but I consider myself an easy client. I show up everytime. I pay everytime. I never contact her between sessions and I don't freak out on her with emotions all the time. but if i go to her with all this weird stuff about her and start showing all these crazy emotions she's not gonna like me anymore.