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He came home from work when I was home all day and didn't even clean today, he came home and cooked me dinner before driving me to work. Something he does regularly since I've been down in the slumps. We still have a very active and healthy sexual relationship, he compliments me all of the time. He gives me a back rub EVERY SINGLE NIGHT to help me sleep, he worries about me all the time and leaves his phone with me when he goes to work so I can talk to my daughter (who is spending the summer with her dad) he loves her like he would his own, he just proposed to me in April, he is helping me plan our wedding, he laughs, he does anything I ask him to do, he gives me no reason not to trust him. I try to remember these things. They help me remember he cares, but my negative thinking and trust issues get in the way of that when I'm low, and I'm low right now... I hate this...
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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