I live in a small, crappy, northern town. Healthcare is a bit lacking here in general but real mental health professionals are even harder to come by. I recently discovered a T whom I think matches my needs perfectly...assuming that after the boatloads of research I have done, I actually AM right about what my problems are. The problem is that he is 7.5 hours away in Toronto and I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere. He specializes in trauma and attachment related issues which I believe are the underlying problems that have caused me so much grief...and oddly enough, he's doing a workshop in MY city in October. I thought about going but maybe it would just be a tease...and the workshop isn't for people like me; It's for Ts. I'm afraid that if I went, I'd somehow be 'outed' and have some sort of meltdown. I don't know... It sucks that I need help but adequate help is not available in the middle of nowhere