Thank you all for the good advice. It sucks because I want to get into a real relationship, but also have this fear that I will ALWAYS be thinking of other girls I now can't have because I am in this relationship. Like my biggest fear is feeling STUCK in a relationship. I want to feel like YES this relationship ROCKS! This is why the idea of me jumping into a relationship is hard for me. Like if I meet a girl I connect with, and I really love spending time with her and find her attractive, totally. relationship. And I don't want to have the "maybe I'm not ready for a relationship..." mentality. I'm 20. I should be ready.