And it's no fun.

I have no reason to feel this way. Yesterday, everything was great. Things were falling in to place. Today, I can't get moving and everything seems insurmountable.

I don't even know that I really want any handholding or hugs or supportive words, because I don't think they'll help right now.

I need to get moving now, this instant. I've been putting it off all day, and time's not going to back up for me so why am I stuck here and not moving? My son's going to be here in an hour and I'm going to have to tell him I've made no progress with work. My daughter's going to ask, again, when she can go shopping and I'm going to have to tell her, again, that I can't take her yet.

Why can't I put the world on pause for a while, take a break and not suffer the financial consequences?