I'm not sure what makes you feel you are evil, but I'm so sorry you feel that.
I find you to be very compassionate, welcoming, and caring! I'm glad you posted this and hope it helps you change your thoughts about yourself!
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.