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Originally Posted by newtus
yea..thats exactly what im saying...i dont like it. i dont have any other immediate or semi immediate choices either. i might have futures choices but if i wait any longer i might as well admit now if i wait id prob harm myself. and/or burden others.
my supposed delusional state isnt that delusional to me.
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I think what you really need is a safe space to recover and grow. My pdoc emphasised that reducing stress is important for my recovery. Since you are at risk of harming yourself, a loving and supportive environment seems most important for you right now.
If disability status gives you that space, then it can be helpful. But if you find you are later barred from participating in productive activities needed to develop lost skills or you lose your living allowance, that can be detrimental to recovery.
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