Thank you rose, i was thinking just that, ill talk with t in my next appointment and see what we can do. Only thing is t always talks sbout my did dx. My fiance knows about it but i can tell when i talk to him he doesnt believe it or thinks im just wacko. He knows my symptoms that give me the dx but he doesnt fully understand it and thinks i just think too much or something. He knows all the signs are there he just doesnt want to believe it and i worry if he does believe it he will think im nuts. I dont want to go into it with t there. T told me to have my fiancd ask me what my name is when my voice changes or im acting out of charachter, when i did my fiance looked at me like i had 3 eyes.
hes not used to dealing with mental illness other than his ADHD and his grandpas mania. Thats all he really understands and abuse to hi is something you see on tv.
I dont know what to do. Hes mad at me still from last night. How much i wish i could do what he says and just get over it all and be happy go lucky but you're right, i cant. Its like putting a bandaid over a huge gash, it does nothing but cover the wound that needs stitches so eventually it breaks open gets infected and is much worse in the long run causing more problems