He was mad. What ended up causing an argument was that i was upset. He said he was going to his buddies real fast and would be home shortly, his phone was at home charging. When i tried to call him an hour and s half later and he still wasnt home and two hours later and he still wasnt home, it upset me. I get all of these ideas i just cant shake. So when he called me i was upset but not mad or anything, i was keeping my cool or whatever, i just wasnt very talkative. He knows me and could get that i was upset. Which ended up starting an argument i tried to explain to him that i do trust him, i just have issues because every man, ex's, family, strangers... every man from my past tried to hurt me and it wasnt until i met him that i was able to get out of the chaos and start to put myself together. That i have a lot of work to do, that i have been doing. Thats when his comment came up about getting over the past etc.
i apologized time and time again but he's still distant. I dont know how to make him understand just how much my past effed me up