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Originally Posted by beauflow
It can be hard, and it is easier said than done-- but Try to find something that will relieve your stress... I some times paint for hours -- it takes me away from my stress (usually the thing that really pushes the I want to get high feeling for me).. I get lost with painting and what to do-- and I think of Bob Ross  Happy Trees
Some times playing a video game can help me too-- I like Beat Hazard a game on Xbox that my S/O has, it has music and little ship and it is like that one old arcade game that you "blow up the enemy that is trying to attack you" but it has your music that you put on the council... I like it and some days it really helps....
Or Just music it self-- some times that helps me a lot with getting away from the now for a bit--
sorry if those things do not fit for relieving stress for you, but what maybe yours?
Some times walking around can help me too...
Guess I have assumed stress is the trigger to get high sorry-- maybe that too finding what makes you want to get high right now, could help.. |
thank you for your suggestion, too much things happens at the same time in my life its probably why i miss the feeling not to feels and at this moment nothing helps
i went to pharmacy the other day and they say they wont sell it unless with prescription, the place where i used to get it dont have it for now been to 3 places already and all i ve been thinking is i need to find a new place or i could go to visit my doctor and he will prescribed me for sure ( this is the last things i want to do)
this is sucks and i hate myself !
in my life not much people know i addicted to drugs only my best friends and i cant talk about it
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