I didnt even think i was depressed but the more i think about it, i guess i am. I get engaged and not even two weeks later i go into a depression. Of course hes upset. But hes not the reason for it, my brother and the effect he still has on me is. I wish i could just forget it all. In the movies after something traumatic you see the person walking off into the sunset with their significant other, already over the trauma that just took place. Sometimes i wish i lived in the movies and it was that easy to move on. Maybe im just weak