I only mentioned depression because you said that you have been in a hole.

Please don't let your mind run away on this and assume all sorts of things that your fiance is thinking. You won't know what he is thinking until he tells you.

You're not weak. This stuff is hard. You are where you are and that is okay. Please have hope that you will move forward. You really have made a lot of progress on things quickly in these last few months.