Keeping friendss, online or off, is very hard for me. I tend to jump to conclusions myself, my mind just starts reeling and I cant stop the negative thoughts from being all I see and I get all panicky and I usually just stop seeing people cause I feel like all the bad things I've thought are what they've thought about me. People, I don't really understand them. They just make me nervous so it's hard forming and keeping friendships. It's almost to hard for me to have friends at this point, I'm always going to be way too insecure, I pretty much need constant reassurance that people are my friends otherwise I make it up in my mind that they hate me and I can't talk to them anyomore. I had a hard time understanding friendship when I was little and I got hurt a lot, so thats probably one of the main reasons I have a hard time making and keeping friends